The Bridge

Me and my friends hang out under thus bridge behind me moms house all the time and we always wanted furniture...well as we were walking there today...surprise surprise there was a couch and a chair sittin at the side of the rode in peacy condition. well. there was also a toilet...and an exersizing machine....found it pointless to take those...lmfao x]. so the chair was easy to carry to the bridge....the couch...ehhh.....it took me and my twin and friend two HOURS to get it under the bridge. TWO Hours of pushing a fricking couch...so when we got it in place....haha. we napped x]

Choral

I hate when people make fun of me for being in choir. Or tell me to quit. Or say that it's stupid and gay. Like, seriously, if i'm in choir, you should know not to say that, expecially to my face. Because if im in it, I guess that means I enjoy it?! Erg.

Uhg.

You see, my dad invites his friends son over allllll the time. and this kid is a year older then me and I completely despise him >.> and my dad doesnt even ask if were ok with him coming over all the time. I cam e home today, hopeing to get away from everything and then I open the door and the kid is there. annnd he's stayng for dinner >.> Uhg. SO I called my mom, went over there and had pizza for dinner, instead of icky pork chops. well and rice.

Uhg.

NightBook2

Last night I had a noghtmare and a dream. The Nightmare was wear my friend Jenny was hit by some vehicle...and it tore off her ear : So, apparently in my nightmare, since her ear came off, she would start to get sick, and go so insane she wouldnt even know if she were a guy or a girl....me, my twin and my friend hannah were crying all over her....lol. When I got to school I gave her a big hug x]
The dream was a bunch of just weird stuff, there were ghosts (didnt scare me so I didnt consider it a nightmare) and then the flew away on a boat....in the clouds x] like the ending of peter pan, and then another part was where there was this thing if you found this little thing with a star on it youd be the best in the world blah blah blah, a bunch of weeks off school, blah blah blah. I found it behind a guitar ...because I had a vision in my dream x] thats right. Im cool.

Nightmare.

So, today I had a nightmare. It was with kiddnapping and such, (btw my worst fear {Kidnapping}) Basically this guy with grey hair, maybe early fourties kiddnapped a bunch of girls around 13-15 years of age. didnt do anything creepy, just kept them locked in his house (wich was really red inside. Anyways, after a while he either killed the girls or they had somehow escaped. Then eventually I was on top of this building well, not a building, but a giant structure, and I mean GIANT made of perilous sharp rusty poles. diagonal, horizontal, verticle, every which way you can think of making this structure.and my mom and a little girl (who I suspected as my little sister in the nightmare) were there too. Along with this horrifying man. And he threatend me to come closer or he would kill my mom, but i was to frozen to mave and he killed her (knife to the gut) and dropped her dwn one of the gaps in the perilous structure. Then he killed my little sister and threw her down along with my mom. then He killed me. I litterally watched this terrifying old man kill me! I was so scared, s then instead of awakening I switched to another person (or maybe it was me just in the past or something) but I was still running from the same old man. I hid under the stairs and then I met up with (this might sound racist or something but im just saying ....and im not racist) a group of...black kids.. lol. all dressed in white and they were searching for him or something? and then i was with them and we went into this pool area and there he was as the swim coach. And the other kids didn't even know it was him. So anyways i guess this pool led to a different pool once you lift some transparent wall. So the other kids asked him to lift it so they could get through and all the man said was "No one will be going over there today." and thn I woke up. It was weird and scar, even if it doesnt sound taht scary it was, you'd have to experience ruuning form someone who is out to cool is freakin scary in a nightmare (well and in real life of course =P )

Ps- One point in time when I was running from this man (actually two or three times) we passed this gigantic are and well it kinda looked like this form side view


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Ropes hang down into this
goop
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And im not sure how deep it went but basically it was this really gross building and there were....ropes thathung form somewhere up high and after each couple meters there was a body hanging but his/her neck on the ropes. I guess thats how they buried people in my dream. Anyways basically the man would grab each rope as he went along trying to run from.. something WAIT!! tahts when I first saw him, He was running form something. I dont know what and UHG this nightmare was very very frightening.

I went to the mall today with some friends. Got a new element shirt. I really hate the mall. Crowded spaces....Hot guys that will never look at me....clothes I would never look good in...clothes I could never afford...etc...etc...etc.... But anyways. Again, H14bd to Kira. Hope she has a good one.

Boring In Every Category.

So, all of my weekends seem to be boring. I haven't done something thats been amazingly fun or kicked up my adrenaline in... well a pretty long time. last thing I did that was amazingly fun... was camping and meeting friends in the summer. And that isint even the greatest. I wish I was young again. Sorry... 'younger'. I only do fun stuff in my dreams. I've been having some insane nightmares btw. but thats a different story. Anyway....Yea. so, im bored...In every category.

Hbd!

Its the last say Kira. Hope you have a great day tomorrow =]

Sisters

I just had a crappy day.... Sisters can ruin your life, so watch your back.